Who knows when I shall see his wonderful face again…
:(
Who knows when I shall see his wonderful face again…
:(
Kind of a weird description, I know. I can’t wait until I’m at a place in my life where I can be content holding my child and watching them gurgle simply to entertain themselves.
Lauren, you were so right about me and I hate it just a little bit. I really am quite crazy.
Brent comes tomorrow! I’m so excited.
There’s also a lot of mixed emotions running through my love-crazy little head, but I’m going to focus on excited.
And I feel so pretty with my nice red hair! People at my new house for work have already made a couple comments. Mostly like “didn’t you have a green head the other day?” It’s mildly entertaining.
The next couple days are going to be so wonderful, and I am determined to make them so.
I’m sitting in a nice kitchen, sipping on coffee and eating sugar cereal. I’m waiting for my best friends to come home and reading the morning Facebook. I’m hanging out in bright pink scrub pants (which is super cool and comfy, FYI).
Life couldn’t get much better.
That’s the right attitude.
Hahahahaha
Yeah Leah and Vanessa…. it’s begun…. be afraid
But I don’t. Today is just a good day. I’m in love. :)
I’ve been feeling so abandoned and alone today. Like my feelings don’t matter, that I don’t matter.
I know this is complete bull. Logically, I am being completely ridiculous. I know this.
But it doesn’t change how I feel.
What’s worse is that I am so aware of how small my problem is compared to the rest of the world that I cannot justify talking about it. And thus will let it eat at me.
Hmpf.
I’m not sure why I’m feeling so stressed all of a sudden, but the world is crashing down on me right now…
I don’t know what to do to not feel this way either… I seriously cannot fathom an exit. Maybe in three weeks I’ll feel better. At least on the stress factor…
God damn I’m cool.
I know Mom, don’t freak out.